its just me

2009-06-04T05:32:00.001-07:00

i feel like just munching/eating the night away. hmm.just din feel like studying, i know i should though. there's nth online to do too. bleah. im just bored.

exam's coming. i think the first two papers should still be alright but the last paper, i duno man. its madness.

PRL: 11June, 1.30pm
JRN: 12June, 1.30pm
ENH: 18June, 8.30am

4 June 2009, Thursday, 8.33pm

2009-04-19T20:55:00.000-07:00

im in the mist of doing my essay which is due today! argh. its so psychotic that i duno what im writing anymore (not tha ti know what im writing in the first place). anyway, i have like 700 more words to meet my 2500 words length. im so gonna crap and finish it and hopefully (plus pray very hard) that i at least pass overall including exam so that i dun have to re-module. cause this unit is really horrible! i think i'd be happy enough to finish this correctly even though i haven start on another essay due this thursday. ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!

on a lighter note, ed found the book that i wanted! and best part, it was even better than the one i first saw, now with evidance! cool. cant wait to finish all my assignments so i can read it.

20 April: deadline for JRN assignment 1 and ENH assignment
23 April: deadline for PRL assignment 2
4 May: deadline for JRN assignment 2
29 May: deadline for JRN assignment 3
June: exam
July: holiday + JE

20 April 2009, Monday, 12.13pm

2009-04-06T00:15:00.000-07:00

Many thanks to those who made my party a success. But i didn't take enough pictures with many! You guys should start investing in a camera cause im often the one taking pictures. Received many presents, all very pretty and thoughtful but many that i wont use too.

But i still din get the many helium kind balloons. =(

Im still not strting on my essay. =( and i duno if i wanna go for night class later. bah.

6 April 2009, Monday, 3.37pm

2009-03-18T20:41:00.000-07:00

I was just reading my previous posts and I miss grams. Everytime I think about it, tears just well up. It'll take some time to get over it just like for grandpa a decade ago.

School started after almost 5months of summer hols and its time to meet deadlines again. How i detest (spelling?) that. I think in the last 5months, my language and spelling and vocab and grammer went down the drain tremendously. I almost stopped writing in work except for simple things that does not use much brains. Its sad to say i find writing difficult now. I need to read and write more.

My birthday's coming and im so excited but I was just thinking, once I hit the 21 mark, I'll be ascalating (in terms of age). I think its scary thinking of it but its so true and sure to come.

Some have ben asking me what do i want (presents). I have no idea, I have nothing lack of. I've been living under a sheltered life for so many years. The only thing i worry about constantly is studies and once I graduate, I'll have to look for job. and i'll be on my own from there. =(

Possible things to get me?:
- Fujifilm instax mini film ($10-$12 for a pack consisting of 10pcs of film, wallet size)
[can get me like a dozen of it!]
- Cathay's Book by Stewart Weisman Brigg (around $18 from Popular bookstore)
- Real diamond ear rings (haha!)
- Lots of aluminium kind helium balloons
- Ang pow (the most practical of all!)

19 March 2009, Thursday, 12.05pm

2008-11-26T01:10:00.000-08:00

i finally got to stay home for a day but thanks to the weather i can't go cycle!
ok. so work started for me and i've been busy busy busy. lots to do in the office and occationally i'll bring home to do since its too time consuming to be done alone during work. at least when i bring home, there'll be help.

speaking bout help, my help is going back for a month next week. so the house might probably be dirty again since we're all busy in our ways and my lazy sis wont budge. bah. i know sis birthday is coming and i shouldn't keep speaking ill of her but you know. she's irritating! haha. and i didn't realise its so near. she wants a coach wallet but i dun see the need to get such an expensive one. im not the brand kind of person though at some point yes.

so work has been fulfulling and im happy being busy but i dun like travelling alone. tampines is somewhat near to my place but i need to leave home latest an hour before. irritating.

26 November 2008, Wednesday, 5.22pm

2008-11-10T22:34:00.000-08:00

i'm done with exams! and in my holiday already. wheee. no studying or school for four months. i'm so happy. haha. i hope my results would be good though. i dun want to fail any, especially psychology. hmm.

ed's done with army too. double happiness. haha. but i duno whether should i be happy or not. there'll be changes and stuff. but i hope i will get used to it soon cause im too used to him being in camp and having things done at certain time. hmm.

i'd be going to malaysia quite a bit this hols. i want to shop. i've recently bought several dresses for the weddings and also in preparation for next year's 21st. haha. i'm so kiasu, i know. but i love love dresses though i dun usually wear them. oh well.

11 November 2008, Tuesday, 2.46pm

2008-11-03T21:26:00.000-08:00

exams are not over yet, two more papers. just two more and i'll see you holidays for four months. woohoo. would be going in and out of malaysia quite a bit, for wedding, greatgrams anniversary, genting. i dislike the idea of going to genting but its a family thing so yea.

im reading this thing for my public relations paper tomorrow which i don't know how they are going to use this to test us. but i don't quite understand what im reading. as in the things written are like so... huh? i cant even put it into words. and i think my language suck big time. i cant write or talk in proper english! how sad is that especially when im a comms student, which requires me to talk and write in fluent english. bah.

my camera is ready for collection, i sent it for repair cause there was a couple of lines on the screen. phone's at the repair too cause of "past" problems. oh well, better get it repaired before the warrenty wears off.

i think i didn't sleep enough, my eyes feels tired and dry. i think i wanna nap.

one more week to ORD!

4 November 2008, Tuesday, 1.39pm

2008-10-29T01:23:00.000-07:00

im having a backache for several days already. i hope it goes away cause sometimes it hurts so much i cant sleep! anyway, im home trying to study for psychology exam tomorrow and listening to the lecture now. but im not really remembering anything. haix. there's too much to study in one day. blame me for not starting early. im a bad/slack student in this way. haix.

recently i felt quite heart breaking while reading some stuff. i just dun understand why it has to turn out this way despite me trying to help. but it obviously back-fired cause it didn't work at all and the situation has probably became worst. i think i have made myself very clear but i duno if she understands. cause it seem to me that she doesn't and nothing more i say would work. in my opinion, she's just ruining her own life on the expense of the love that was showered on her. she just sees things with herself in mind, not thinking about how others think and feel and stuff. its hurting for all of us and to think she even want to leave home? its nuts! i see no wrong in what her mum wants to do with her but she simply dun understand. its so easy so comprehen but why cant she in her right mind try to. i was silly when i was her age so i could tell her what to do and not. but is she taking any of my advice? obviously NO. im disappointed but if she wants it to be this way, there's nth i can do. you can jolly well continue to ruin your life but DO NOT blame anyone when you have successful done so. i would very much like to see you get better and heed our advice but are you willing to? or you just want to do want you feel like and hurt everyone including yourself? think about it.

post date and time: 29 October 2008, Wednesday, 4.41pm

2008-10-13T01:42:00.000-07:00

nothing will change cause you're still going. there's no point talking and i'm just being irritating.

13 October 2008, Monday, 4.49pm

2008-10-12T22:58:00.000-07:00

im upset thinking of her and how rubbish i am.

bye.

13 October 2008, Monday, 2.05pm

2008-10-07T00:35:00.000-07:00

The last time i wrote here, grams was in the hospital. She was back but now she's in a better place. A place where she could call home and find peace and comfort for eternity. I'm glad she found her way there, or at least i'm positive she did. She was here for so long, with 8 bonus years and its time she left for the better.

For the next few days, i'll see you at Blk 706 Bedok North Road. Till then, i'll see you at the glorious place. Goodbye.

Post date and time: 7 October 2008, Tuesday, 3.45pm

2008-09-17T01:01:00.000-07:00

I've just finished watching Singin' in the rain and its such a long movie. to top it off, i have to write an analytical essay on that.

Grams was admitted to the hospital last monday, she's been there for a week and two days now and i doubt she's coming back. Yesterday while on the phone with ed, it sets me thinking that grams would be gone soon and i duno what we're doing now is right. I could still picture her when i was a kid and she still able to walk and scold me. But now, she cant talk or even whisper a word. Neither can she move a finger except for the occational twitching. It often seem like she wants to say something when she's conscious but just cant gather enough energy to. It hurts to see her lying in the hospital bed all day and looking to helpless. We cant help much and duno how she feels since she shows no expression or talk.

It sets me thinking again, when the person is alive and kicking, did we really make an extra effort to acknowledge and appreciate them what they've done. They must have made a difference in your lives for you to remember them but have you take a moment to thank them and love them? I wouldn't say i'd done all but its never too late to. I'll miss tou grandma.

post date and time: 17 September 2008, Wednesday, 4.15pm

2008-08-28T23:42:00.000-07:00

MUSO is not working! assignment due by 3pm and i've not completed. but at least i posted part of it. eeks.

things have been happening around my house lately and its not very pleasant. there's nothing much i could be but i have to be here. the rest of them cant do anything and wants to be here doing nothing. i find it not helpful and sometimes getting in the way. it probably made things not very effective and more messy. nvm. i shall forgive them. i need to learn to be more gracious and generous in the sense of forgiving.

everyone's in their comfort zone in the ministry but there's still a lot to be done and discussed. the new batch of people are still in need of training and such. they need to be more ready and discipline. haix. meetings are needed to "correct" things and adjustments too.

assignments are pilling up and exams are in their way too. i need to keep to my planned schedule and finish them on time. if not i'll be lacking behind again. its not often good to be asking for extensions, i prefer finishing and handing up on time. i really need to study and read and write and.... ya. do my assignments. argh.

post time and date: 29 August 2008, Friday, 2.59pm

2008-08-08T05:18:00.000-07:00

the fever's gone! yeah!!! but i guess it made me even more lazy.

i'm watching the opening of the Beijing Olympics 2008 and is amazed at how the things on the floor can be brought up. if you know what i'm talking about. anyway, its chronographed by zhang yi mo, and its so like his style. not surprising but its pretty well done i must say.

dear's in camp this national day. i'd probably spend tomorrow doing work. i need to do! eeks.

post date and time: 8 August 2008(080808), friday, 8.30pm

2008-08-05T20:19:00.000-07:00

im running a fever since yesterday.boohoohoo. and i feel so much like a baby. dun like this feeling at all. and i cant write properly. like write proper english. =(

dun like being sick.

post date and time: 6 August 2008, wednesday, 11.21am

2008-07-28T01:32:00.000-07:00

I'm baptised and im screaming with joy when i was. Last Saturday was the baptism and i was feeling alright at first while waiting for my turn (im no. 85). We (my mum and sis too!) were then asked to sit at the waiting line which is very near the pool. I was asked to stand in line at the steps and i was feeling so so nervous! My heart just kept pumping and pumping. And i was in the pool with Pastor Sam, he baptised my uncle and us! Hui Mei said i look very happy. I guess i really am. I didn't have much time to hold my breath and i was down and the water gushed through my nose! But it felt so great. Its a feeling i can't describe.

Thanks to all who came to witness our baptism! I dun have the pictures in my laptop but they're on my facebook, you can take a look if you wish. Just search for Sharon Ng. Better still if you have facebook, add me. =)

Post time and date: 28 July 2008, Monday, 4.47pm

2008-07-24T21:14:00.000-07:00

I'm getting baptized tomorrow! 26July08, Saturday. In LET. I don't know who to ask to go but if you're interested, you're welcome to come witness my baptism. I'm quite excited about it. heex. hope i wont look awful after getting out of the water. It'll be telecast to the sanctuary as guest are not allowed in the tabernacle during "the dunking". but they'll be seated in the sanctuary to view.

Date: 26 July 2008, Saturday (tomorrow!)
Venue: Lighthouse Evangelism Tampines Sanctuary
Time: be seated by 130pm, would start at 2pm to around 4.30pm

All are welcome! =)
I'm off to school! Just sms me if you're interested to go. =)

Post time and date: 25 July 2008, Friday, 12.25pm

2008-07-22T23:54:00.000-07:00

I've started school and have two deadlines pretty soon before national day. disgusting. Oh well, JE ended well and all. I don't know what's wrong with my camera, it takes pictures with lines on it and it looks horrible. I'd probably get it fixed tomorrow but i hope it won't be too costly, if not i might as well get a new one. But this is not very old. I don't like my sis's panasonic lumix after LET's JE. Perhaps i don't know how to use. Oh well. I like mine slim and chic like the exlim im using which is a little faulty. Haix. I like the colour too and to think my mum got it all the way from HK. bah.

My timetable for this sem:
Psychology 1B: Monday night 7pm-10pm
Media Text: Thursday afternoon 1.30pm-4.30pm
Media, Culture, Power: Friday afternoon 1.30pm-4.30pm
Public Relations: Friday night 7pm-10pm

Don't like night classes but the lecturers are part-time lecturers, so there's nothing i can do about. sian-ness.

Post date and time: 23 July 2008, Wednesday, 3.07pm

2008-07-13T23:47:00.000-07:00

I just checked my results and its quite disappointing. I don't know what to do. Hopefully i don't have to remodule. I don't want to go through the same stuff again. =(

time: 14 July 2008, 3.02pm

2008-07-01T01:02:00.000-07:00

I think i'm getting tired. But i've got no place to sleep. I'm stuck in a chair in Mount Alvernia. Sleepyness.

Just came to this place a while ago and found out that Randy and kendra found this rotting ground. Im a little amazed actually. Randy though, told me he did. hmm.

Anyway, June Event LET was a success i must say. Through there were some hiccups and stuff, it still went well. It is of no doubt that the presence of God is in the house. I believe LEW would be as good or even better. I'd prefer to be there as a spectator, taking pictures and filming. That is to say, i have not actually seen the whole play and would really love to.

Only two more weeks of holiday left and i'm not prepared to be back studying and rushing for deadlines and studying for exams. Im just living in denial.

I still like that Titus watch that sis and ed says look like 3 for $10 kind. Four of my DKNY's crystals have fallen. Its still pretty but looking sad. Oh no. Just as i check it again, five crystals have fallen. =( Must be me. haix.

Post date and time: 1 July 2008, 4.15pm (SGT)

2008-06-18T19:48:00.000-07:00

exams are overrrrrr!!!!!!!!!

but i have a serious breakout coz of exams and stress. argh. look horrible and ugly, pls dun laugh at me. go away. bird's nest doesn't seem to be working much.

i've got things to do this holiday, hopefully i can get all done before school starts. i need to work fast.

my visitor's going home soon.

random post.

2008-06-12T00:02:00.000-07:00

its been a while. been busy with essays and now exams. yesterday was my first paper and im glad its over. it was the only paper i studied for and i dunno what was i writing. oh well, thats me. tomorrow's PR and Psychology. two minor papers. and i've only just started studying today. i just want to do well enough to not have to retake again and that it would reflect well on the transcript.

grams have moved back to my place for a while now, so i have home cooked food to eat when im home. not superb but good enough. i've learnt to be content with what i have and im glad for all things that are made possible. thank You.

exams are making me look horrible. i must eat more bird's nest. haha. can't wait for the papers to be over next tuesday! then i can the stuff that i want and that i need. heex.

there's a weird problem with the time and date. its not my time that's reflected on the post.

time posted: 3.15pm, 12June08

2008-04-30T17:04:00.000-07:00

Are you coming back soon?

2008-04-30T14:48:00.000-07:00

its been a long week but the month just whizz past like that. i've been too caught up with school work and sparklers to be slowing down. i cant slow down now, in fact i need to work faster. the deadlines are coming and im still in the beginning. too much to do and im not doing enough.

i need to write write write. anyone wanna help?

i realise my life revolves around school work most of the time now and it sad. right now, i have essays and deadlines to meet but when everyone else's having holidays, i'd be having exams, in june! how miserable is that? i dun have a holiday, but i do have a unofficial holiday after my exams, which is probably 2-3weeks before sem2 starts. uni is really zapping my time up. and there's the june event to work on, but that's going well so far.

oh, my birthday past a month ago and im posting a picture only in the last day. oh wells. i dun even know what im writing. too much info in my head and i can generate them properly already.

2008-04-18T11:50:00.000-07:00

My mum has an iphone!

I'm finally done with CCP.

But i still have at least one essay to complete per week to meet the deadlines. I used to spell it as 'dateline', but jas said its wrong. Now i understand why.

2008-04-10T09:30:00.000-07:00

im feeling much better now, like finally. bah. school work's definitely pilling up, that means less time to play and stuff. many many deadlines and i haven really start doing work! oh wells. lotsa things going around the families too and i just dun understand all of them. why does *** have to do everythings? it's not fair and everyone's just taking *** for granted. do they even appreciate *** at all? gah.

2008-03-27T21:41:00.000-07:00

I've never felt this way before. ='(

2008-03-13T15:50:00.000-07:00

public relations minor essays due next week, 19march2008 by 5pm australia time! eeeks.

2008-03-05T17:04:00.000-08:00

School started last week and i can feel the pressure building. There'll be assignments due soon and have to do online hw every week. Uni's really different from the shit that you get from sec school and diploma. Its a lot tougher with more work to do and understanding and remembering. I'm only taking 4 units per sememster (monash wouldn't allow you to take more or less). So that's 4 days or lessons per week on average. But after some changes here and there on my timetable, i now study 3days a week for 4 units.

My timetable if there's no further major changes would be like this unless the school decides to cancel and replace class and stuff:

Monday, 1.30pm-4.30pm, Cultural and Communications Policy
Tuesday, 9am-12pm, Media Audience
Friday, 1.30pm-4.30pm, Public Relations
Friday, 7pm-10pm, Psychology

Yupx, it seems like a pretty good timetable with several rest days but, do not be deceived. The free days are for studying and doing the Everest of assignments/hw. I'd have a rub my ass off these two years plus in order to graduate smoothly.

2008-03-01T23:03:00.000-08:00

You Are An ISFJ

The Nurturer

You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.

A good listener, you excel at helping others in practical ways.

In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.

You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for.

In love, you express your emotions through actions.

Taking care of someone is how you love them. And you do it well!

At work, you do well in a structured environment. You complete tasks well and on time.

You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.

How you see yourself: Competent, dependable, and detail oriented

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Boring, dominant, and stuck in a rut

What's Your Personality Type?

2008-02-23T13:52:00.000-08:00

my current time table is so crappy. i hope they'll change it soon. if not i'll have a depressed uni life. argh~

2008-02-21T13:33:00.000-08:00

46 words

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i type 46 words per minute.
you should try it. its so fun. heex.

sorry for the lack of updates, not that anyone bothers (note from the tag board). so anyway, life has been busy/hectic. not many people know what's going on. im ashame to say that i duno what;s going on with others as well, those who i consider good friends. i guess cause our time table crashes all the time, resulting the lack of communicating. its sad but i do hope we could meet up soon. especially the poly people. they'll be having holidays soon/now. call me! i hope i wont be depressed when school starts cause uni is freaking me out. bah`

oh oh. Happy Birthday Ching Chian and Lixi! =)

2008-01-14T13:24:00.000-08:00

I've been rather lost amist all the stuff that i was caught with. I dun think the busyness would end any time soon until i start school on 25feb08. yupx, school's starting soon for me. It seems so near! Plus, CNY is coming and its gonna be busy busy busy too.

But i'm still glad that though i've been busy shuffling around, i still found time to go for miracle service and withness all the miraculous happenings, which reminds me that God is always there for us, with us. Pastor also preached about there's always hope in Christ. Realisation always takes time but it'll come to pass. I believe that He's the one who has always been giving us strength each day to face the battle ahead of us. And i'm really glad that though i've been so busy, i've not taken ill at all and still going strong. Praise be to Him.

2008 would be a great year and its time to work really hard. take care guys. i'll try to find time to go out ya. i'll always welcome chicken rice dates. hahah. bee sld know.

2007-12-15T11:36:00.000-08:00

mule's down. he insisted on going back to malaysia last monday when he was still running a fever. then he thought it wasn't serious that going to the hospital to be put on drip and he'll be fine. but not. he ended up staying in the hospital for three days there and the doctor don't know what's wrong. so we transfered him yesterday to mount alvernia, singapore. he's now all red cause by something unknown yet and bloated cause he drink a lot of fluid and can't really expel out. he's coughing quite a bit too and each time he coughs, it hurts in his lower chest, near the rib cage. it looks so painful whenever he does that and even getting up. doctor says he have to stay in the hospital at least a week and would probably take 3 weeks to recover. i really hope he'll be well soon. please pray for him to be fully recovered really fast. we need a miracle Lord.

2007-12-10T13:48:00.000-08:00

my dad is such a mule! he's been having measles for at least the past 5days and that when on to developing a fever and cough. though the doctor said can still bathe, go out and stuff, he should still stay home to rest right? but he's so stubborn and went out, so he's not well yet. he was still having fever this morning since saturday. haix. if only he rested well, he'll be fine already. really hope he'll be well by today.

things to do today:
1. edit video
2. wash bed sheets
3. vacuum the floor (and jas mop)

things to do over december:
1. write
2. write
3. pack wardrope
4. find a job

2007-11-24T22:16:00.000-08:00

pasir ris park can be so much fun!

went there with winnie today and we or rather i played like a kid. haha. we had a picnic and there are ants on the banch/table we were sitting at. then we decided to give them some food since they were terrorising the crumps that we dropped. we gave the ants some chips and bread and they swam around the food so fast and quickly take it away. winnie was saying that they dun have to worry bout food for the next generations. haha. but i think they are so hardworking, they just keep taking the food and storing them, do they really eat it? leave a tag on what do you think.

we then proceed to cycling. they bicycle rental at the park offers $5-$6 bikes for 2hrs, which i think its quite cheap. maybe cause business is not that good. so anyway, we rode from one end to the other, stopping pretty often cause its so so warm. prayer works man. i was praying this morning to let the weather stay good so that we can have some outdoors fun and indeed we did.

we stopped by this little coffee shop place in the park and got a ice blended, the person added jelly in it. i like and after pespiring so much, the drink taste so good. heex. return the bikes and went to the playground. so fun! they added new stuff to the playground making it more "challenging" and fun. there's this flying fox game but some idiots went to tie knods and its so high, no one can get up on their own. i tried jumping up but cant. winnie had to pull the seat down with me and i jumped up. there's not even any stairs or whatsoever to help you get up. how dumb. but i had fun "flying" though.

i dunno its my pants or what but i cant slide down any slides that i sat on. or maybe my bum's too big. haha. there's this fitness corner at the basketball court and i think its pretty good for those who just wants to do light exercises. bus came and we left.

its a fun fun day. totally enjoyed myself. =))

sorry for the lack of pictures. been too lazy to upload.

2007-11-13T14:16:00.000-08:00

i had a great weekend. hope you guys did as well. i haven't been really looking for a job but i guess i will when i decide that im more free. haha. anyway, i'm off to meet my girlfriend now.

alright, this is my favourite picture for now (of me). heex.

2007-11-01T22:49:00.000-07:00

i'm so so mad and i've been mad for the past 2-3hours. argh.

2007-10-30T09:10:00.000-07:00

200th entry!

its the fourth day winnie's in sydney. another six more days and he'll be back! =)) thank God he's still doing fine there.
i've been slacking quite a bit, cook a bit and did nothing much useful stuff. well i guess, that's what holidays are for, to relax and slack. haha. im kinda enjoying it like that-to slack at home doing some random stuff and then go out once in a couple of days.

oh. i din go for the open house in the end. told the person im not interested actually. bah. but im still thinking of getting a part time job maybe in relief teaching next year or child care. preferably near my place so i dun have to travel much. im such a bum when it comes to travelling alone. haix. i guess in a way im used to winnie accompanying me home. but that's besides the point.

so anyway, there's a mini-class lunch tmr and im meeting weifang and shiming. havent seen weifang for quite some time, in the sense that we havent been going out and talking. looking forward. but cant come home late. sis having A levels. hmm.

take care all! hugx-

2007-10-26T21:21:00.000-07:00

i think im sad but im trying to be strong. i need to be. maybe cause im not used to you not being around. but it happened once and i dun think this time wont be that bad. i just have to stop thinking cause i'll want to *** when i start thinking bout it. maybe i just need to get through this time. and maybe cause i'll feel this way, i dun think i sld go later and i'm not. its only for less than two weeks, i can get through it.

i did a stupid thing just now. shouldn't have agreed to go for the open house of this funny chinese name singapore company. i dun even know what they're hiring ppl for, what kind of job are they offering and stuff. the person just asked me to go down for a tour and see how its like and all. it just weird la. sounds weird too. i duno man.

now i just hope i'll get by the next two weeks fine.

2007-10-18T21:29:00.000-07:00

i duno where am i gonna get the energy, ideas and things to write from but i need to finish my essay by tonight. argh!

1000 more! =((

2007-10-09T21:01:00.000-07:00

i've been slacking, watching tv, online, rotting, going to school, watching movies in class, trying to start doing my essays. three more and i'll be done for higher diploma. two more days of school and two more deadlines. i duno if im dreading or looking forward to finishing my assignments cause i dun really feel like doing it. and to think that its gonna be tougher next year on. mann. i duno how but somehow there'll be a way out i guess. i have no recollection on what happened since my last entry. but probably no one really comes here. anyway, its gonna be such a sad and boring holiday for me when i hand in my final assignment for now (all thanks to joycelin and cynthia). my army boy's gg to australia for training or sth, jas's gonna be taking the 'A's, poly wld have just started the new semester. i'll probably start a series of house cleaning again. but i guess i cld think of stuff to do for the hols. i've just thought of one. that might take some time off the hols already. oh! i just thought of another two. alright, i think that sld be enough if i take on another plan. haha. duno what im talking bout? its not for you to know, silly. heex.

2007-09-17T10:20:00.000-07:00

im still so tired. but im stuck in this cold classroom learning some photoshop stuff. i wanna sleep. the past week has been quite happening i must say. had dinner with alan and the guys on alan's birthday. couldn't make it for ming's sakae buffet though. sorry! hope you guys had fun. i finally went to the cinema for two movies. no reservations and hairspray. i find the latter not as good as i expected. probably cause lotsa pple have said that its good so i expected more. but its just not up to what i thought.

friday was sparklers retreat. it was at changi aloha, cranwell bunglow. it was huge and a little creepy but thank God that nothing bad happened throughout the two days. we din really do much but played some games and laughed like crazy. when everyone went to sleep, i couldn't. so i just watched tv the night/morning away. realised that there're lotsa old/weird shows in the wee hours. was supposed to play a game outdoors (sth like treasure hunt), but it started raining when we're checking out (had to check out by 1030am). so in the end we went back. i was so tired just cause i din sleep for a night. im so not gonna do it again. im still feeling tired till now.

2007-09-09T19:03:00.000-07:00

im so mad at myself. that i pissed boy off. im grumpy. i dun like. irritating me. maybe im hungry and dun want to do work. i have like 3/4 more to go but i duno how to write. nothing to write. no idea what to write. im sad. =( its just not my day at all. go away.

2007-09-08T21:32:00.000-07:00

monday's assignment due date and im not even half done with my 2000words essay. realise i kinda only blog when there's a deadline? cause that's the only time i really spend online. the deadline was extended by almost a week and im still stuck. i think im just being complacent. guess i keep thinking that there's tmr and i'll be able to finish but im wrong. i know i would chiong like mad but im not doing anything helpful. bah. im so lazy. =(

went to the airport to send LC off. she'd be in melbourne for two weeks visiting her sis. would i be gg there too? i have to decide soon. it just hit me a few days back that i have to decide where i wanna study after higher diploma. i'll most probably, definitely, go to an australian school but which one? and whether would they accept me. and if i go to an australian university, they'll start school in february. its not very far away and i havent decide, havent apply. it'll take some time to process and im so fickle minded. guess i'll be sourcing out some info and stuff when i hand in my assignment on monday.

i NEED to write but i dun want. bah.

2007-08-30T14:44:00.000-07:00

was having mood swing. maybe its pms. i cried and sneezed buckets. but guess im feeling better. thanks hunny. it must have been so awful to hear me sneezing.

2007-08-29T14:43:00.000-07:00

after one week and i still have nothing fresh to write. its been assignments and writing essays everyday or rather when the deadline is superbly near. i dun like writing essays. why did i choose mass comm then? i duno actually. i dun want to be a journalist, reporter or jobs along this line. i thought of working in the PR(public relations) line but now, i think im changing my mind. its gonna be tough. but i guess, everything about politics and work is tough. can i not work? i dun like to study too. im such a lazy person. =( the thought of studying Baudrillard, Foucult, Fiske, Certeau and who's not all over again in degree level bores me. bah.

im still alive!

2007-08-20T14:10:00.000-07:00

im bored and stuck in starbucks trying to do work. assignment deadline again. what's new mann? boring stuff. bah. but if i go back now, i dun think i'll do much work. ed says tv is my biggest distraction. well, i guess so. i like the shows on channel 55 on cable. especially now that there's this police-forensic show. sis just mentioned ytd that bobby ouyang always act as a good guy(police/forensics/some nice person). and yes, i dun think i've seen him acting as a bad person before. maybe producers thinks that he dun have a bad-guy kinda face. bah. just some randomness. will be busy with assignments these few weeks. one deadline each week and i haven't started on any. eeeks. gonna get back to work. =(

2007-08-09T23:12:00.000-07:00

i found out something that i shouldnt have today. something that i felt really bad bout, that i hope i never would have found out. but i did today. i rather you tell me everything now so that i wont find out other stuff that i wont/dun want to later. i hope what happened today is the end and not the beginning. today was a mistake. maybe im not the only one who felt bad but its really sad. well, at least i din find out from other people. i duno how or what to do to not think bout it. i know i sldnt affect much since it happen some time ago. but i think i just need time to cool off. its gonna be a difficult time but i hope we'll be able to get through it. do you think so?

2007-08-03T16:55:00.000-07:00

its the only day im home early! haha. so i said i would update after finishing my assignment.

things been pretty much the same. wake up, school, get dinner, home, slack/do work, sleep. its been the same routine everyday. i just finish reading the deathnote comic. i thought it makes sense and cliche that the good will always truimp over the evil. the movie made a very slip-shot of the comic but it ended pretty much the same still. (pardon my bad english, i realise my writing and spelling is getting worst. haix.)

random updates! i went for the ndp preview and its was amazingly good. i dun usually feel that the shows would be interesting but it is tis year. i guess its cause of the change in place, with the singapore skyline as background and the very pretty fireworks from all the different directions. the display of the the army equipments were also fasinating- you know where the tax go to. and the most interesting thing is i went with my primary school tutor- a family friend, took the primary school bus there. feels so old school!

celebrated wee and ivan's birthday at crazyelephant, clarke quay. i've not really been around that place but it was an experience. the place is not as happening as i thought it would be, quite boring to an extent. but we still had some fun and catching up nonetheless. it feels so home-y going out with the girls. i miss them i guess.

my car broke down will i was making a right turn at a traffic light last week. was so suay. i drove all the way from home to kaki bukit (bedok) then at the traffic light, my car just stalled. but thankfully my car is automatic so it could still move without stepping the accelerator. i had to stop by the road side with big trucks coming by. bah. the tow-truck took an hour plus to come. the car's still alright now. hopefully it can take it until september. haix.

no pictures cause im lazy. take care all!

2007-07-28T15:14:00.000-07:00

my car broke down last night!

2007-07-27T13:59:00.000-07:00

assignment date line on monday and im not even halfway there. inspiration please come so i can write.

the weather these days are so bad/weird. must be global warming. here in singapore, its be chilly and raining but in some other areas like china, its been hot and humid. its just so bad that people are dying. do something good people. stop turning on the air conditione, use less of electricity, use recycle stuff like paper cups instead of plastic ones, do away styreoform stuff like those takeaway food box and cups. there're so many things we can do to help save the earth and delay this climatic change. at the rate we are abusing things like this, we'll all die sooner. oh. before you die, pls know God. i want to see you in heaven.

pictures up in the next post after im done with my essay.

2007-07-06T11:45:00.000-07:00

so i've been missing from here again. i duno if anyone reads this but for those who does, there it is.

the past couple of week's been the same but a little better with Fantastic 4, Surf's up, Ocean's Thirdteen, Nancy Drew and Transformers. i like all of them, transformers being the best. i feel that it was brilliantly done, the CGI was incredible.

school started and its been a little slow. in a sense that most of my lessons are in the afternoon. and because i've been a bum, i sleep early and wake up early. thus having nothing to do until i prepare for school. but i guess this slack life would soon be over when the assignments set in.

anyway, we had a farewell dinner for darren on 20july. he left for taiwan for NS training for a year. it was a good catch up session that night.

all of us in new york new york

free cotton candy

they took too much and it ended up like this. we dissolved it in water so as not to "waste" food. heex

this is their mud pie. totally unlike NYDC

the crew singing a birthday song. its darren's birthday on the day he had to leave for taiwan

looking at the cake. haha

lotsa pics! =)

2007-06-19T08:22:00.000-07:00

right. i haven been updating cause im busy (and lazy). oops. anyway, i dun exactly lead a very interesting life. most of the time im home doing housework or just lazing around watching tv, going out with random people, having practices for the june event that just passed on sunday.

so, i watched Phantom of the Opera exactly a month ago and it was fantastic. love it totally. i guess the vocals and acting was just mind blowing. it was insanely good i tell you. maybe cause im quite a fan of musical thats why i enjoyed it lots. ed got me the phantom cd (live recording, it states). it was good too but the live show was better.

met up with weifang one day at Starbucks and she got a mobile phone! like finally. haha. im happy for you darling. =)

met up with bee and ming too. din have anywhere to go so went to vivo city since its on the NEL. walked a bit and had a coffee break at Gloria Jeans. and like what ed says, typical girls stuff, we took some random pics.

then it was Cheryl and Darren's solomnisation cum house warming. sweet sunday. it was a pretty and loving affair (funny too). my first time attending one.

been having lotsa practice for the june event which consist of praise & worship and drama. and im involved in both. the theme is God loves us no matter who we are. the plot of the drama is that the King would want the children even if they have no talents, He just wants our time and company. my role is a poor elder sister. i have 3 other siblings and we are all orphans.

we had music practice in a studio. it was quite a small place but still do-able.

my drummer boy

the guitarists and base-ist (how to spell?)

singers

violin-ist

erm..

during rehearsal one day before actual event

the town crier- with comic effect, that explains the "hair"

it was a long and tiring sunday and im glad that its over. plus, it was a success. the feedback from the teachers were good and the most important thing is that the children understand the meaning behind it. had some breaks in between services and it was a mad time for us sparklers. lotsa laughs with the props we (they) found in the cupboard. hah.

the actual day. all of us doing the sparklight song.

the king, bodyguards and castle

that's benji hidding in the blanket in the corner

rachel- narrator and shared a message

Luke 12:36

the tech people

aunty barbara got us mcdonalds for lunch. thanks! =)

during break we play.. pick up sticks

mask

wigs

swords

gun

and we smile for camera. =))

the singers

all of us

i think this is funny. heex

2007-05-23T15:05:00.000-07:00

sunday wasn't an exactly great day for me.

1. my cybershot went off on me.
2. i dropped a 2006 dollar coin.
3. my zen went bonkers.

so i sent my mobile for repair and is ready to be collected tmr. but have to send my zen for service before or after picking my 800 up.

any kind soul would like to accompany me to town in the afternoon? please message me. if not i'll have to go on my own again. =(

39 months

2007-05-14T23:02:00.000-07:00

haven been online the weekend. not many people bother bout this puny site anyway. so, it was mummy's birthday on 11may, friday. happy birthday mum! and its mum's day on 13may, sunday. happy mum's day mum!

the weekend passed really quickly. it feels so much in a rush. we had jap food for dinner on friday, and went to hog's breath on saturday night. it was too much food to contain for the two days. but we enjoyed it nonetheless. but were all tired from going out and stuff.

i seriously think that im a very boring person. my life only start in the weekends, which is very short-lived. im actually a little upset bout being useful only then. during the weekdays, i just rot and slack at home most of the time. i have nothing on my planner to look forward to (not talking bout the weekends). its so sad isnt it?

anyone have any work or something for me to do? i dun wanna practice to be a housemaker now. it makes me feel so old, lifeless and depressing, especially when my house is quite dark due to the furnitures and colours. it makes me feel like a couch potato too. boohoohoo. =(

well, maybe i'll read a book or practice writing when i dun have anything to do. since i dun want to do house work, its making my hands rough.

my life is such a sad one. anyone want to date me? this sentence makes me sound so desperate. oh well, i do need company.

2007-05-09T23:35:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Mr Grumpy! =)

2007-05-08T22:36:00.000-07:00

i wrote some stuff before i went out today but stupid thing had to screw up and i have to rewrite. been at my cousins' these couple of days to "tutor" them as its the exam period for primary and secondary school kids. been teaching my primary three cousin math for two days but he just cant get his division right. at one point i was so #$%^&*. i din know how to teach him so that he can understand. he just simply guess the steps. problem sums are not just one-step answer. it may be a few steps. but he just thinks that all are one-step. i duno mann. i feel sad for his mum, my aunty, not him.

its hammond's birthday today. happy birthday hammond. you're officially 12 years older than me. hahah.

2007-05-06T19:23:00.000-07:00

the week's been fine. lotsa book outs. hah. but my life's been kinda boring still. either i stay at home, or go visit grams. i'll only go out IF someone dates me. which you can see, its quite unlikely. how sad isnt it. i think the holidays has caused my brain to slow down and all. even driving seems slow these days. haix. so boring so sad. bah`

2007-04-25T20:57:00.000-07:00

it the HOLIDAYS finally. but... im so bored at home. it so sad. i was home alone all day and guess what i did? i watched tv, cut nails, ironed clothes. how boring can my life get?! i hope to do some constructive stuff. maybe i should start thinking and plan what sld i do. haix.

yesterday was the ns engineers parade. was a good experience for me cause its sth that i would not experience. but it was intimedating too. lotsa "green man" and some big shots were present. it was held on the new floating platform at marina bay, near esplanade. and its said that the event was the first to have the privillage of using the platform.

the floating platform

"green man"

and more "green man" with the half-done ferris wheel

my army boy

2007-04-19T16:44:00.000-07:00

i want mrs fields brownies and billy bombers cookies and cream milkshake. belated birthday present anyone? heex.

2007-04-17T18:49:00.000-07:00

school's over! another two more deadlines next week and its holidays. two long months and no one to share it with. boohoohoo.

i so wanna watch phantom of the opera. but the tickets are bloody expensive and i only want to sit in the first or second level. the design of esplanade is not very brilliant i must say. anything higher than level two, you see crap. and its so scary looking down the stage in level three, im not even talking about the forth.

2007-04-09T21:34:00.000-07:00

highly irritated. and no thanks to you who did not realise. its been bugging me the whole day. i cant concentrate on my work. argh. my life is so messed up. i hate it. i binge and i complain that im fat. thanks but no thanks. i want to do my work but im so distracted by i-don't-know-what. and it suddenly hit me that im such a loner. im too occupied by "things" that i slowly and maybe indirectly shut myself out from the people, friends around me. i have no one to talk to. i keep everything to myself and maybe one day i might just explode. but i guess most of the time i just eat it up and shit out.

2007-04-09T17:24:00.000-07:00

i miss my boy =(

2007-04-09T13:30:00.000-07:00

im gona be home alone in another few minutes when my sis goes out. gona be stuck here doing my assignment. eeek. its so depressing to just know that i have to do it. anyway, i've been going out quite a bit and i feel that its so boring. there's nth to do outside. vivo city is so big yet there's nth to do. the cinema's packed. the sight of the queue alone makes you dun wanna catch a movie anymore. bah.

it just rained heavily and now the washing man is here to wash the corridor.

sometimes its nice to be home, but times like now, i rather not. its all bout being alone, do your own essay, no food, no one to talk to, no one to eat with you. its so sad. i dun like. dun like. =(

2007-04-03T11:39:00.000-07:00

ok. i dun like my director. shhhh... dun tell him. i want thursday/friday to come soon. and i want the assignments to be over too. but when the holidays come, i'll have housework to do. eee.. dun like. and probably help to look after my cousins/grams in pasir ris. or maybe rot at home, refusing to do anything. bah.

my birthday! celebrated(just for a meal actually) with different people as usual. had swensens, ichiban sushi, hardrock cafe, chocolate ice cream cake, sakura buffet, swensens, swensens ice cream cake. so much food over a week. im seriously getting fat!

2007-03-28T15:51:00.000-07:00

im sleepy. finally the killer essay is done and and handed up. still have 5 more assignments to go. its so depressing to keep meeting deadline after deadline. i dun like and i feel damn fat. what sld i do to get back in shape without exercising? im so lazy. haix.

im caught slacking by director. oops. im bored in school doing some assignment stuff. and it requires me to flip through men's magazine(men's health). what genre is that? there's so many articles about sex and women. hmm.

2007-03-22T22:31:00.000-07:00

i really cant do this. how? im so messed up.

2007-03-22T16:05:00.000-07:00

im sad. i think im so hopeless. i can't even do my own essay. and im crying now for some stupid reason. dun ask why. i dun wanna do my assignment!!!! =(

2007-02-28T14:43:00.000-08:00

its a rainy day and im all alone at home. well, i guess sometimes its nice to be lazing at home. watch some tv and enjoy the weather.

i've been enjoying my holidays quite a bit. i guess my body wants to take a rest before gearing up for the next dateline. i sld start doing some too.

22 Dec 2006

cell christmas gathering. it was a great night of get together. great food, great people.

24 Dec 2006

uncle wilson got his place renovated. its a three story bunglow. nicely done up and all. they even got approached by someone from mediacorp to borrow the place for a shoot.

my mum, godma, and her daughter. wanna know how she became my godma? ask me if you wanna know. hah. its funny i think.

25-29 Dec 2006

something sad happened. but i guess its time.

31 Dec 2006

last day of the year and i just came back

2 Jan 2007

went to celebrate xue wei's birthday at spageddies. food's not bad.

5 Jan 2007

sparklers dinner

14 Feb 2007

took a class picture

17-19 Feb 2007

as usual, went to malaysia for cny. but its very boring this year. stay home and watch movie all day. coca (the dog) came over for two days. the pictures below is taken after her bathe.

cny day 1

cny day 2, im back

22 Feb 2007

we were suppose to have steamboat lunch but the pot doesn't seem to be working. so they borrowed one from the neighbour, it doesn't boil too. ben got his maid to get anoteher one. it works by gas, she din get. so in the end, we had to cook the stuff in the kitchen stove and eat it from there. it was nice though.

2007-02-21T22:10:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Darling!! hope you enjoyed the company today. like i've said, there'll be better birthdays to come. cheers! the year will be great ya. =)

2007-02-14T15:33:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine's Day!!

im in school right now, watching Almost Famous for scriptwriting lesson. how interesting.

valentine's day this year is a little werid without you. but i understand. i hope you're feeling fine. =)

i think i need to poop.

2007-02-12T23:14:00.000-08:00

someone please tell me my dateline is this friday. i haven't start on anything. nothing at all. no research, no writings, no topic chosen even. i'm so dead. thankyou.

the fourteen is coming in two days time. and i refuse to go out other than for class. i guess i'd be busy doing my assignment, rushing the two essays. boohoohoo.

sorry to the people who asked me out, but i just dun want to. its reserved even though you're not gonna be here. its alright. i have things to do, to finish.

haven't been posting pictures, seems quite dead here isn't it? i'll post some when im happy (free).

online shopping is fun. check out this website, http://gojane.com/ , they have lotsa pretty stuff. have to pay for shipping though (from canada).

alright, shall end here with a picture of dunkin' donuts. its seriously better than the ones from donut factory. the latter was far from it. haha.

2007-02-08T18:29:00.000-08:00

done with my first assignment. super last minute. today was the dateline and i only started writing ytd. thank God for nice friends in times of need(trouble). haha. next dateline: 16feb, next friday. so fast so fast. i dun like essays. =((

i like 10pm!! haha.

i think i always write crap.

2007-02-07T16:14:00.000-08:00

im scared. i want it to come now. please do.

2007-02-04T22:00:00.000-08:00

20 February 2007 please come quick!

2007-02-02T15:49:00.000-08:00

i want you back now!

2007-02-01T09:25:00.000-08:00

its thursday morning, first feburary. how fast time passes. 1/12 of the year has went past and i've not done much productive stuff. here i am in school, waiting to do a presentation on my first major essay this semester. and was done rather last minute. i realise i haven't been focusing well this year. i haven't been able to understand what's going on in class, the textbooks aren't benefiting, i don't know what to write. argh`

2007-01-28T21:46:00.000-08:00

sorry i can't help it. it just keeps coming.

2007-01-24T23:54:00.000-08:00

i haven't been feeling the best of moods lately and i don't know why is this happening to me. sometimes my emotions drive me crazy. i don't know what to do. i don't feel likg doing anything. my assignments are due soon and i have yet start on any. i tried reading up some materials but i just can't focus. i don't seem to have a motivation to study or do anything. i feel so much like a useless piece of crap. why is this happening? is it cause ed's in army? or am i not over the disppointment of my diploma results? or i can't be bothered? i really don't know. its not that i don't have a direction, maybe i simply can't be bothered. right, this is getting no where. i feel bad. even retail therapy din work. bingeing din work too. im gonna be so screwed. i need You. i really do. please tell me what to do.

2007-01-21T23:18:00.000-08:00

i went shopping again! haha. =)

but i din do any work. =(

counting down: my baby will be back in 5 days. =)

but he has to go back in, in 7 days. =(

2007-01-19T18:26:00.000-08:00

i just read my sis's blog and i felt sad. it brought back memories of last chirstmas. its was a sad and painful one. but it just happened, no one could do anything to prevent it. i guess its just life.

dear's there for a week already, the week's not exactly long nor short. jas said its just like yesterday but i dun think so. he calls me every night and sometimes in the day so it kinda makes things better. im glad that he's doing fine.

i went shopping myself for two days, yesterday and today. i feel that when i get older, i dun exactly mind going out myself and all that. im fine shopping myself but i'd be happy if i've got some company. so anyway, the sale's still on and i got 3 tops from zara for only $47.80. and today, i got 2 tops, both discounted too. i guess i've got enough tops for now, i need bottoms. preferbly(how to spell?) a pair of jeans from guess? any lobang? budget around 100 bucks.

my schedule from now till cny is packed. lessons end at 4.30pm everyday. boohoohoo. i dun wanna do my essays but i have to. double boohoohoo. =((

show me some love.

2007-01-15T22:12:00.000-08:00

please stop coming. just go away.

2007-01-12T19:16:00.000-08:00

its been a month since i last updated. well, many things have happened during this short month. been pretty busy and will get even busier as school has started. my schedule's a really crazy one (or so i think). have classes everyday from 9am to 4.30pm. certain days in february have only one class though, either morning or afternoon. what's really cool is, i have 2weeks of CNY holiday. wahaha. but... i have damn a lot of essays to write. sian. im so not the writing sort of person and there's as many as 8essays. im gonna be so dead. =( anyone wants to help me?

22 Dec 06
cell christmas dinner at bella's place

24 Dec 06
wilson's house warming and christmas celebration

25 Dec 06
christmas! but it wasn't a pleasant one. something unexpected happened. went back to malaysia. the week's been long and tiring.

31 Dec 06
back in singapore. dinner and movie for the last time in 2006 with ed.

2007
since the new year has started, i haven't been doing much thinking. days just wizz pass and i feel that time's running out. time's running out at the begining of the year?!?! yes! it is. its gonna be a very hectic acadamic year for me. i hope i'll be able to do well. oh God, plas just help me so that i can pass and go on to uni next year. i dun want to repeat any module. thank you.

2 Jan 07
had dinner at spagedies to celebrate xuewei's birthday.

from 3 Jan to 10 Jan was with ed most of the time. im glad that we could spend some time together. but im still very sad. =( his enlistment was yesterday, 11 Jan. i feel so much like a cry baby. its only the second day and im missing him so badly. i hope he'll get through the training and stuff. i hope i'll be fine too. im thinking of you hunny!!

Rony's Wedding- 3 Dec '06

2006-12-13T12:32:00.000-08:00

my cousin's wedding. i think the bride looks very photogenic.

the bed and "si dian jing".

my mum and her elder sister, the mum of the groom.

getting ready the white roses to fetch the bride.

going to the bride's place.

my cousins and her daughter(my niece).

the bridal car. the car plate number was opened for the night's 4-D.

the roasted pig and its carrier.

outside the bride's place.

knock knock. open up!

the sister opened and want some "bribe" to open the gate.

the bride's ahma very soft-hearted and asked them to open the door.

my cousin and a kid. he's sick on that day. poor thing.

mummy and cheryl.

mummy and me.

my niece, Jovi and nephew, Javier. don't they look alike?

the tea ceramony.

mummy's very happy.

my baby cousin, Geraldine and her dad.

the next couple to get married?

2006-12-13T11:20:00.000-08:00

my new schedule.. this is getting boring. cause i have nothing much to blog. will post some pictures soon.

2006-12-13T01:50:00.000-08:00

my hongkong trip is cancelled!! cause there's really no return tickets. im kinda disappointed. haix. but there might be a bangkok trip or sth for CNY. hmm.

mummy's gg to hk tmr for work. we have to do the many housework. dread it totally. other than that, i have no plans for the "empty slots" yet. im so gonna do my hair. its so horrible now. sld i really snip it away?

2006-12-09T22:50:00.000-08:00

updated my schedule.

the hongkong trip is still not confirmed. have air tickets to go but no return tickets. even business and first class are fully booked. if i go, i'll be stuck there. mummy say to give up the tickets and not go. but i wana go there to shop. its the summer/spring sale now cause its winter there. bah- i wanna shop!!!!!!!!! someone pls help me get two tickets to come back on 16 or 17 dec 06, saturday or sunday. i know it's super difficult and quite impossible, but i'll get you sth from hongkong. heex.

pictures from Rony's wedding and KL trip would be up soon, when im not lazy and have the time. =P

till then! take care all and happy holidays! =)

2006-12-01T17:50:00.000-08:00

i just received a registered letter from the mail lady. its my photocard license. but i cant drive!! mummy dun allow. bah-

been a pretty lazy week. but the laziness is gona be over soon.

my tentative schedule for december. book me early if you want a date! heex.

Note:
Red- Birthdays
Pink- Travelling
Green- Just me gg out

2006-11-17T23:21:00.000-08:00

i've got something to share. SHARON PASSED HER TRAFFIC POLICE TEST. although its for class 3auto, i was freaking nervous. and i have a total of 16 demerit points. how sad. but im glad that i passed all the three tests at first try. really really thank God so much. i was so off-form during the test today. was freaked out totally and i kept apologising cause i was so worried/scared/whatever that it cause me to not really focus well. most of the time, my instructors would say that i drive too fast so i slow down today and the tester said im too slow. and i've got 6-2(=4) demerit points for insufficient accelaration. bah- but anyway, 2 demerit points or 18 demerit points all equals to pass. make no difference.

mini cooper here i come! (wait till the sky rain money)

i think i need to go for english tuition. i dun seem to be able to write. haix.

2006-11-14T23:10:00.000-08:00

its the holidays for me now. yipee!! all the way till 12 january 2007, i think. i should be quite free if you wana date me. but i doubt you would. most of you are still having school. =(

anyway, i went to the Singapore 8th motor show. it wasn't all that pretty and stuff. most of the cars are from asia, not much european ones. we walked for bout 3hrs i think and my legs went all numb. i din really take any nice pictures. just uploaded a few here. hmm.

Ferrari

Vodafone

Maserati

TD 2000

oops.. i cant rmb wat's this. its a really cute tiny car though.

Honda

Suzuki

Lexus

Mazda

2006-10-30T19:10:00.000-08:00

so.. with all my assignments handed in, im only left with a coming marketing paper next monday. took a little break from all those work after handing in the last assignment last wednesday. took my cousins out on friday and went to m'sia for a wedding dinner on saturday. well, its considered quite a grand one and i must say i had fun taking pictures(i dun think i look good though but thats besides the point). so yes, im gona upload the pictures and you can copy from here. may be a little slow in loading though. hang on...

introducing the couple..
oops. thats my parents. dun they look good?

now, the bride and groom.

my family.

my grand dad who doesn't recognise anyone of us cousins. how sad.

cousins and aunties.

looking smart: uncle wilson and dad.

the two brothers and two sisters.

making their entrance.

nana.

the groom making a speech.

cutting the wedding cake. what's the surpose?

exchanging the nuptial cup. (is that how you say it?)

the toast. the groom himself insist that he said the last "yam-seng" himself.

the only table that had a "yam-seng".

uncles. the one on the left used to look like jay chou but he grew so he doesn't look like anymore.

many

many people.

sisters?

guess how old is the one in pink? she's only 10!! scream!!!!! how can i be?!?!?

i like this picture.

grandma and us.

dun they just look happy? =)

us and the bride.

cousins with uncle wilson.

cousins with uncle dillon.

cousins with uncle albert.

i duno his name. but they call him maomao.

alright, one last picture. me and my red hair. it'll fade soon.

2006-10-21T16:44:00.000-07:00

hello! i've been pretty busy lately, hope im not forgotten. alright, wat was i busy with? studies wise, i busy looking for advertisements from magazines, newspapers, internet and other medium. i thought i was a happy girl when i first settled for osim uzap but my assignment needs me to compare it with two other competitors but there's only one other oto trimax in the local market. so i thought, gone case. i've to look for ads all over again. then i thought of the three service providers but there's no ads other than commercial- i need it to appear in three different media. another goner. so i have to change to another theme and i have less than one week to write the 2000 words essay. right now, im still stuck. i have like another 1500 more to go. yeah sharon! thats brilliant. im hoping i can finish advertising today so that i can start on public relations tmr. thats another killer. another 2000 word essay. what's worst? advertising in due on the coming monday and public relations due on the coming wednesday. yippy- "i love essays"

on a lighter note, i went to malaysia last week to sort of give my dad a surprise but it din really pull through. i kinda mess it up and i was the one who told them not to say anything. haix. so yes, i went there purely to visit. no shopping, not much actually. my cousin just shifted to a new place and its splendid. i love it totally. and its almost perfect. i want a home like that too. tetami(how do you spell?) style bedroom with a cosy corner and a walk in wardrobe. so lovely. she has a new member in her family too. how pretty. yes, she's female.

she's coca/koka.

how innocent isn't it?

suddenly i kinda feel like eating snow skin mooncake. maybe i have not get over the mid-autumn festival. hmm. i have a wedding dinner coming up next weekend and i feel fat. everyone says that i've put on some weight(hunny dun scold me =S). how saddening.

im gonna get going. take care all! till we meet again.

2006-10-01T21:51:00.000-07:00

Nothing is more beautiful than the love that has weathered the storms of life.

2006-09-14T23:50:00.000-07:00

i feel so empty right now. please don't leave me ever.

2006-09-12T21:12:00.000-07:00

was in zouk last tuesday

for

birthday bash.

wee and ming got the tickets and asked me along.

the host of the event was Randall Tan.

Miss Seventeen was crowned that night. quite expected.

2006-09-10T22:34:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALAN!

more pictures comng up--when i have the time.

2006-09-06T00:59:00.000-07:00

i just want this horrid feeling to go away. im feeling so lousy. =(

2006-08-31T17:39:00.000-07:00

sharon's bored. just came back from driving lesson, cleared module one. hmm. i wana go out for dinner (with you) but im so lazy. haix.

2006-08-29T20:16:00.000-07:00

went to ecp

with dear last friday

we tried to

fly a kite

but the wind was so strong that it won't fly. it just keeps going in circles and then fall to the ground shortly.

told dear to give up, try another time.

that reads HUNNYPOTS

this is suppose to be snoopy and woodstock but the latter looks like a worm

so he drew the body and doesn't it really look like a worm now? heex.

and he added an apple so now the worm's coming out of the rotten apple.